Thursday, December 10, 2009

Chap 16 personal blog

The chapter is on personality. I read someone else's blog on how their personality could change in a matter of weeks. Well I believe it is true. Before I met Matt my current boyfriend. I was very depressed I hated life, I have had thoughts of suicide. I was a wreck. I didn't try in life at all. I came to school didn't try on homework went home. I hated responsibilities at home. After I started hanging out with Matt something change. I wanted to be a better person. I started trying on homework, I stopped wearing so many black clothes and actually added some pink and purples to my wardrobe. I felt that I wanted to make a difference in my life and maybe someone else's. I never thought I would go to college. I got accepted and will be off next fall. I made A honor roll for the first time in my life this year. I even donated blood a few weeks back. Making these small changes really helped. I feel better about myself. I know I am not the prettiest or smartest girl. But Matt makes me feel like I am. I am a more positive person now. I have talked to others about thoughts of suicide and how it makes you a negative person over all. I am glad I made changes in my life. My personality has changed greatly over the past year. It is funny because me and Matt both attended Flambeau. He graduated in 2008. I sometimes bring up how I used to be and we literally laugh about it. I couldn't believe that I had become that person. What do you all think about how little things can change your life over all? Do you think it is possible? Or do you think that it is something more?

1 comment:

  1. For me personally, I think that it takes longer for my personality to change. I have to work in order to stop my negative attitudes. I do, however realize that other people change immediately after their situation changes, and I am jealous of them. ha ha. I think that is really sweet about you and Matt. You are lucky to have eachother

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